Part 2: Overcoming the Snow White Syndrome

In my last post I wrote about my impressions of the movie Snow White and the Huntsman and its themes regarding the poisonous symptoms and effects of envy--especially among LDS women. I titled my post "The Snow White Syndrome" after Betsy Cohen's book of the same name. In this post I'll discuss the anecdotes to envy's poison. Again, I use my article entitled "Toward a More Authentic Sisterhood: Unmasking Hidden Envy and Competition among LDS Women" published in the November, 2005 issue of Sunstone magazine. Here's the direct link if you're interested in reading it: 


http://sunstonemagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/sbi/articles/139-32-40.pdf



"Snow White" by Lisa Keene



The poisons of envy affect all of us at some point in our lives. We might be the envier or the object of another woman's envy. Perhaps we engage in both roles simultaneously. Again, I don't intend to foster contention nor to denigrate women. I hope to enhance our sisterhood by shining a spotlight on this significant but unspoken issue. Envy hides in the dark, and that's precisely how it gains its power. So, what to do when you are caught in envy's web? I suggest the following:


  • Admitting our envy. If we feel envy and can admit to it and examine it, we will recognize it as a signpost to other feelings, or as some sort of defense mechanism. Owning up to our envious and competitive feelings can be a wonderful key, unlocking the door to creative freedoms and new levels of accomplishment. Denying our envious feelings will only ensure that they will continue to work their poison.

  • Recognizing that being different is not a negative. As I've said in earlier posts, difference doesn't have to mean disconnection from each other. We must allow ourselves the option of being different. A difference of opinion doesn't mean rejection. By the same token, I've learned to distinguish a difference of opinion from unfair criticism stemming from envy.

  • Talking about our feelingsWhy is this so hard for us? This hardship is exacerbated by our reluctance to discuss and/or disclose feelings of envy, betrayal, guilt, competition, abandonment, and anger. We can learn to tell our truth and hear another's truth ethically and constructively. These new ways of relating take effort and courage. But in applying them, we build faith in each other and learn to trust that speaking up in constructive ways won't sever but strengthen our ties to each other.

  • Refraining from provoking envy in others. One of the paradoxes of envy is this: when women seem too happy or too successful and don't seem to struggle enough, our empathy or nurturing feelings for each other can very easily evolve into envy. I'm not suggesting that we go out of our way to showcase our miseries, large or small, in order to avoid being envied. Instead, I'm highlighting the real dangers of falling victim to "Perfect Mormon Woman Syndrome" and calling too much attention to our family's successes, or to the personal standards by which we live the gospel, and so forth.

  • Seeking the Lord's approval of our life plan. Forging ahead without the approval of others takes a strong sense of self. We can develop this through cultivating a close relationship with the Lord and seeking his will instead of the will of others. As long as I feel I have divine approval, I don't question myself.

  • Maintaining our spiritual health. We can be vigilant in honestly examining and working to maintain our own spiritual health. If caught in envy's snare, we can use our recognition of it as a motivating force to discover what our needs are and then work to fulfill those needs. Envy is a hunger, but not knowing how to constructively feed it. Jesus Christ is the antidote for envy's poison. His love and goodness fills our empty vessels because through his love, we feel worthy and good. Thus, we learn to embrace and feel gratitude for our own unique goodness instead of focusing so intently on someone else's.


I believe that competition and envy are at the heart of women's struggles with each other. I also feel that we will never reach a level of sincere, pure sisterhood if we do not admit that we are bleeding--and stop the bleeding in order to heal our wounds. The power is with each of us to bind up and heal one another's wounds. As I've mentioned in previous posts, we must honestly and consistently ask ourselves, "In which way am I using my power: Is it to hurt or to heal others? Am I ostracizing, criticizing, and gossiping about women I feel are more successful than I? Or am I inclusive and respectful of women who pursue a different path than my own? Just as important we must periodically check for personal wounds.

When we feel wounded by another woman's success, we know we are bleeding. We might feel that she's using her success or power to wound us, and at times, perhaps she is. But far more often than not---and here's the tough part---we will find that we, not the woman we begrudge or resent, are the cause of our own wounding.



"Mary and Elizabeth" by Jacopo Pontormo


Mary, the mother of Christ and Elizabeth, the mother of John the Baptist, were cousins, and they truly exemplified authentic sisterhood. In sharing this message about their sisterhood, I refer to Patricia Holland's (wife of Apostle Jeffrey Holland) 1984 Ensign magazine article "The Fruits of Peace":



I have always been touched that in her moment of greatest need, her singular time of confusion and wonder and awe, Mary went to another woman.... It was their very womanhood that God had used for his holiest of purposes. Elizabeth is not petty or fearful or envious here. Her son will not have the fame or role or divinity that has been bestowed on Mary's child, but her only feelings are of love and devotion. To this young, bewildered kinswoman she says only, "Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb. And when is this to me that the mother of my Lord should come to me?" (Luke 1:42-43).


As women, we know how to love, nurture, care for, uplift, praise, comfort, advise, and be each other's soft place to fall when we are feeling needy, low, and vulnerable. But like Elizabeth and Mary, let us also be a place from which we can fly, revel, glory, and delight in each other's great news. Let us be each other's cheering sections not just in times of need but also in times of glorious triumph!

Here's to healing,

Julie

1 comment

  1. Great post, Julie! I love being a woman because of the depth of emotions we can feel and share with each other. I love the idea of sisterhood among women and am so sad at the idea of envy tearing us apart when we can be such strength for each other. Thanks for reminding us how it can and should be.

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